vLadchem

yun, ilang buwan n din aq nlulungkot dhil d co maunawaan o dhil ayoko tlga, pro s likod ng icip co pilit co lagi cnsbi “ganun talaga”’ “hayaan mo n” yun kc ung paraan pra mmotivate aq n wg n lng pansinin, pro mhirap p pla talaga…iniicip co n gnun din b..?ramdam din b..?o wala lng din…bwahahaha…

cgecge,hanggang dito n lng muna dinpuan kc a ng katamaran…may summer service p aq n nkkpgod pro masaya dhil i found a new girl friend with an awesome place…i just want to sit there and think..!

alam mo b kung anu ung part n mhirap..?

tanungin mo n lng aq…bwahahaha…

huaaaaaaaaaa…i really need a huge break i’m gettin’ lazy and tend to not doin’ anything…can’t be productive and efficient anymore…wanna go to a place wherein it won’t require much thinkin’ and workin’…how i’m holdin’ up..?i’m awfull and sulkin’…huhuhu…i hope i can get through another day…

yesterday was awful,i was spent out and very sleepy…not havin’ at least  5 hour sleep really sucks…got home mad take off for work ended up on a vulcanizing shop to fix my flat tire, and FYI i have to walk with my motorcycle for 200 meters just to get it fix, what a hell of a day was that….

it wasn’t a big deal i just want them to know how i feel that time…”maybe that’s what i want them to know”…

i’m thrilled saying things again in this blog…got screwed up this afternoon with luz when she said something about “someone else,” how did she know..? its kind of shocking when she looked at me and blurted it out….bwahahaha…what was i thinking…my day is kind of weird but cool though i’m very sleepy, most of us didn’t sleep at all because of our stupid sleepover at dhes’s place but i liked the noodles…

ahoy..!got tons of stuffs to tell but can’t…i surrounded my self with friends who really cares about me, and it’s really great…they just don’t stop helpin’ me even if i don’t ask for it…but this time helpin’ me wont actually help me, this is something i have to do by myself…

it is a huge pain in my heart everytime i see myself at the exact same place when i fall…god i’m scared…a lot of things are goin’ in my head and i don’t how to start over…it has always been this way…